State testing.

It's boring as hell, not gonna lie. I just finished up two subjects (within two days) and I have two more next week (math and science). I'm not excited about this, but since I usually finish early, the extra time left over has given me a chance to write my own little fangirl-ish Heroes fanfic. I haven't gotten far on it, nor do I plan on posting it anywhere on the internet since that can ruin my image on the Heroes-lj and on the Mohinder one too (yes, I have a image to keep).

I wish I joined the Heroes Evolution sites when it started. I want to, but it's such a complicated process that I don't feel like dealing with right now (besides, I can't use my phone at school, tho I've been using it for texting and updating the twitter).

My fan thing on my laptop is loud. The vibrating setting on a cell phone is louder in a dead silent classroom. True facts.

I feel awkward when I use my tablet to draw during class. Like everyone is just watching me draw, I hate it. And of course, not everyone knows what the hell a tablet is, so I'm hit with the question of what the heck that silver pad is.

Damn, I forgot the proxy site I used to use. Fml. I really want to go on lj and dA right now, arggg. Puck you school internet, puck you.

At least I can sign on MSN messenger. But of course no one is online, hahaha...fml.

-xo

Getting sick.

It sucks. I didn't have the flu, it wasn't a cold. No, it was a virus. Notice how I'm not exact on what it is, but it's a virus? Yeah, hated it so much. All I could eat was ramen, bread, and crackers and all I drank was G2 and water. And amusement? Well, most of the time I slept, but on the side I watched The Soup, iCarly, Fred videos, and Heroes season 1. To be quite honest, I lost count on how many episodes of Heroes I watched on Friday night. I thought I watched like, 10. Turned out I watched 8. And the side effect was having dreams that pertained to Heroes.

Dream #1!

Mohinder and Sylar all of a sudden become BFFFs, which then lead to them becoming more than BFFFs. And I don't mean bromance, I mean romance. Then Sylar is like "Moh-baby~~, let's adopt!", and they adopted me cause I also had ~super powers~ (manipulate the elements or something like that, I don't know). It was awkward for awhile, then I got used to it. Just so you know, Sylar was the one wearing the pants in the relationship far as I can tell in my dream. And Mohinder was a really amazing cook, he made some badass pasta dish.

Dream #2!

This was awkward. So it starts out like this, top of a building, and here I stand in the middle between Sylar, Peter, and Mohinder. Apparently I had to choose who I really did love between the guys and I was all confused and scared. Peter and Sylar were yelling/shouting at all the good/bad times I had with them or whatever, but Mohinder was standing there in silence, looking very calm. Then Sylar is like "What's it gonna be, Ariel?", and I pretty much ran to Mohinder (prepare for a fangirl moment...) into his arms, crying. He whispered something like "I knew you'd come back.", or something around there.

Dream #3!
To be quite honest, it was just recreating the scene from the episode "The Butterfly Effect" where Mohinder and Maya were having crazy jungle passionate sex in the lab. But only I took Maya's place. It was awesome~~. I never liked her anyways. Oh, minus the whole "HOLY SHIT I HAVE SCALES." part. I think it's some form the continuation of dream #2, I could be wrong.

Dream #4!
I think you can see the pattern in the dreams. Mohinder Suresh. This time, it's less...er...awkward. I'm a senior in high school, taking zoology, and the teacher turns out to be him. I'm a very good student apparently, and in his class and everyone calls him Dr. Suresh. I turn out to be one the few ~favorite~ students of his, too. One day, I guess I had a shitty day and it showed to him and was like "Ariel, stay after class, I have some work to give you." or something like that. Turns out he wanted to ask if something was wrong and wanted to help and talk it out. Which helped and then told me "You're a good artist by the way. You don't think I see your doodles when you're done with your tests, don't you?", I nod my head, cause, I usually hope my teachers don't see my artwork (only a few I'm comfortable with since they are either the teacher of my favorite class, and/or has a history with me example, have the same teacher again the next year for a different class). He then smiles and then adds "One day, you're going to end up famous, I bet you. And everyone that knew you are gonna look back probably on how shitty they treated you. It's called karma, Ariel. And it can be used to your advantage.", which makes me think that my dreams are telling me to continue art. I don't plan to stop any time soon anyways~. Thank you dream!Mohinder.

Alright, I think I'm done here for now.

-xo

ps, i'm a little ticked that mohinder is m.i.a. rn in the season. i'm hoping he'll be in the season finale.

Childhood.

Well, since my spring break is almost over, I decided to spend Easter watching old shows I used to watch back then. This included Pepper Ann, Doug, Recess, Gargoyles, Sabrina: The Animated Series, oh my god, I could go on. This was my childhood, my parents (before the divorce) would fight a lot, so to get away from reality, I watched a lot of cartoons. Much of a reason why my imagination is just completely bonkers (haha, that was another cartoon I used to watch, too) now. Also, probably why I can be immature at times. To this day, I still watch cartoons, and I could care less.

Pepper Ann was the all-time favorite for me. Saturday morning, wake up, turn the T.V. on, and watch the cartoons with my dad. And Pepper Ann was the bomb. I thought she was the coolest girl, and I wanted to be like her when I got older (ironically, I kinda did). I thought it was cool she liked to play video games and roller bladed to school or where ever she was going, yet was dealing with peer pressure of middle school of her reputation. Now, I didn't of it that way when I was little, but now that I'm older, I can relate to a lot of it. Middle school sucked.

Doug, Doug, Doug. Wow, this show had to be on something, I swear. I actually don't remember the Nick version (due to the fact I had no cable), so I unfortunately cannot relate to the early fans. But I watched the Disney version with my dad (I recently asked him if he remembers it, apparently he does), and told me when I was little, I was scared to watch the movie (okay, there was a sea monster, A SEA FREAKING MONSTER). I watched it a week ago on the internet, and wow, it was funny. But I'm still ticked off that I'll never know if Patti and Doug ever end up together (Digimon epilogue-esque episode!).

Recess was the satire of elementary school. There was the cliques, the random "club houses", the "let's make a huge pile of dirt" group, it had it all. I watch it now and realize how much The Ashleys were bitches. The movie was awesome, and the fourth grade teacher was freaking cool. And the playground set was just crazy, I wish it actually existed. Thank god none of the schools I went to were like that.

Gargoyles! HOLY SHIT THAT SHOW WAS BADASS. 'Nuff said.

Sabrina was the show of my dreams. I was so fascinated by witches, and magical stuff like that cause of that show mostly. Sabrina and Harvey=OTP. All the way, I thought they were the coolest couple ever. I used to read the comics and paperback novels (when I got a bit older, I watched the live action series). Every once in a while, the theme song gets stuck in my head.


Oh, childhood, how much I miss it.


-xo

ps, if I put the comic book based show here too, it would be a very long post.

English class.

Well, I should be typing up my essay on why abortion should be fully legal.

And I'm really tired.


fml.


-xo